Redundant? Perhaps.... I have been on a blog strike. I haven't even signed into Google in days. Don't be offended that I haven't been reading your blog posts. I care about you, but.... I think I am in denial....Actually, I know I'm in denial. My life is in the middle of turning upside down. It will be fine when it actually reaches the "upside down" point, but right now, it's like I'm stuck sideways and all of my "stuff" is just flying around. The worst part is, I don't know when it will normalize again . The past two (I guess, three) years have been a perpetual state of limbo. I never knew what to expect on any given day---from finding out we were having triplets , to fears of losing them during a rough pregnancy, to fears of losing them after their premature births, to not knowing how I was going to make it through any given day , and, although a lot has changed and my previous fears have subsided, new ones have developed. It's a